i’ve had the worst week ever. i’m tired of everything. the people i have to deal with on a daily basis are ridiculous. i’m tired of drama. i’m tired of being judged. i’m tired of not being good enough for anyone, especially you. i want to get away from everything. that has nothing to do with my art, though in a way i suppose it does, but i thought i needed to get it out anyways.
i messed up and i’m so, so sorry. someday we will forgive eachother. we have to.
this is all i’ve actually finished in the last few days, but i’ve started a ton of stuff and i have a few really great ideas that i’m just waiting to get on paper. i want to make something big that i’m really proud of, something that will make me feel like i’m actually worth something. that is my goal. and i will make it happen.
i thought i’d try doing some sort of wall painting type thing, because the inside of my closet was looking a bit too plain for my liking. and since i’m a loser i made a video of the process.
this is the product of being really really sad lately and needing something to do. i seriously need to cheer up, feeling like this is getting old. but, i’m working on a 2, maybe 3 part mini-series with watercolor smoke… it’s kind of interesting so far, hopefully i’ll finish it up soon.